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08.22.04 (9:01 pm)   [edit]




Taken from Dagamer's blog. Thanx Pal!!!

 
I HATE
08.06.04 (1:27 am)   [edit]

I hate how much I love you


Because you walked away anyway


I hate how much I miss you


Every moment of everyday


 


I hate that you’re in my mind


I hate that you’re in my heart


I hate how you left me


My world turned upside down and all apart


 


I hate the wet pillow


Left by my tears at nite


I hate this heartache battle


No matter how hard I try, I wont win the fight


 


My heart knew you were gone for good


I hate that I believed you anyway


Look where it left me…


Look where I stood


Arms empty and heart broken


 


But the worst part of it all


I hate how I can’t hate you


Not a lot, not a little


Not even at all…


 


-Alexis Hernandez-

 
What's ur heart made of...
08.05.04 (9:31 pm)   [edit]

gold heart
Heart of Gold

What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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Taken from Phyd's blog. hehe :lol: :lol:

 
Aku Lelah...
08.05.04 (7:19 pm)   [edit]

Aku lelah disini
Aku..ingin berhenti namun tak bisa
Seperti mengejar angin
Walau kukejar namun tak bisa kutangkap

Seperti memandang bintang
hanya bisa ku pandang
Tak sanggup ku sentuh

Pelangi ku hilang di telan malam
Bulan ku pudar di kalahkah bintang
Matahariku redup tertutup awan...

 
i can't promise
08.05.04 (2:01 am)   [edit]
I can't promise you I can leave all my past behind

I can't promise you I will still be here tomorrow

I can't promise you I can give you all the happiness you expect from me

I can't promise you I can make all your dream come true

 

In fact, I can't promise you anything

because I hate promises...

 

All I want is for today...

This very second

When our eyes meet as if the feeling of love fills in.

Just like a blink of an eye.... to stay
 
Hell in me
08.05.04 (1:48 am)   [edit]

All my depression, frustation, hopelessness, helplessness, sadness, disappointment, anger, revenge, rage and all of those feeling that have been torturing my soul day by day... they are all mixed and create a new kind of feeling. They are all transformed into the new kind of emotion...


(I call it as The Hell in Me  :twisted:  )


....and now...I fall. Im falling so fast. The feeling feels so strong. Eventhough you're so far. Far apart from me. But I do...I do.... I Love You...

 
~ Bila ada ~
08.05.04 (12:09 am)   [edit]

bila ada satu waktu
satu tempat
dimana kau berada
entah itu kau yang berdiri menatap ke arah lain
entah itu kau yang sedang tertidur
entah itu kau yang sedang tertawa bersamanya
menciumnya, memeluknya...
aku tak perduli
pokoknya itu kau...

bila ada waktu yang seperti itu
bila ada tempat yang seperti itu
bisakah kau bawa aku ke sana..
ke tempat itu
ke waktu itu

karena..
...aku ingin dapat melihatmu
sebentar saja
sumpah, hanya itu saja!

 
~ I'm going...
08.04.04 (6:41 pm)   [edit]

I’m going to move on with my life
even though my heart is bleeding painfully...
though I’m dying and hurting...
though you’re leaving me,
I’m going to live my own way still.

I’m going to cure my pain
and look forward to the future.
Leaving the memories away
and put my dearest past behind.

I’m going to smile again
and find myself together again
even I’m without your love...
without your care... without you,
I’m going to survive.

I’m going to be wiser enough to forgive you
to forgive your flaws...
to forgive your lies,
to forgive your mistakes...
and forgive your broken promises,
I’m going to get over you... soon.

I have my family and friends
I have everything I need
to continue my journey of life.
I’m not going to be sad...
I’m not going to be scared...
I’m not going to feel lonely...
I’m okay without you.

Now I’m going to end this poem,
I’m going to end my pain,
and forget everything that ever happened...
I know I’m going to be fine
I’m going to be happy without you...

 
~ I WANT
08.04.04 (3:20 am)   [edit]

I want to smile
But no one will see
I want to ask
But no one will answer
 
I want to cry
But no one will console
I want to look good
But no one will praise
 
I want to call
But no one will turn around
I want to accost
But no one will recognize me
 
I want to make a joke
But no one will laugh
I want to disappear
But no one will notice
 
I want to tell a story
I want to share
I want to sing
But no one will listen
 
I want to die
But no one will care
I want to be attractive
But... my heart is bleeding

 
saat aku mengenangmu
08.03.04 (10:21 pm)   [edit]

entah kenapa percik-percik kenangan itu
--------------- tak kunjung terhapus waktu
kadang datang, kadang menghilang,
kadang temaram, kadang gemilang....

tidak, sungguh bukan kemauanku
kau pun tahu bagaimana semuanya yang terjadi dulu


begitu merusak hari-hariku

aku ingin menyimpannya sebagai kenangan, mungkin
tapi kenapa ia selalu muncul sebagai kesedihan?

 
love test
08.03.04 (10:07 pm)   [edit]

3


ROMANTIC ONE. The really most most most important
for you is that he is romantic. You love it
to get love letters, red roses and be in a
romantic atmosphere. He must make you think
that you are the most beautiful of all. When
he is romantic he has you got in his
hands. When he tells you all that he
feels for you ,you are devoted to him. At
this point you are easy to be tempt. Your heart
is soft and pure and you would never cheat as
long as you love your partner. But if he cheats
you, you are not hiding your feelings and show
how much he hurt you because you trusted in him and never thought he could do this
to you.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! ~
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taken from ziemash's blog :)

 
my fav joke...:P
08.03.04 (3:20 am)   [edit]
Shit

One day, Ah Choy & Ah Seng were walking down the Chinatown when they saw something in their path.

"Wait!" cried Ah Choy.

"Wat is lat ho?"

"Yah ho! Be carefool lo," warned Ah Seng.

"Wat is it?" They approached the thing and looked at it very closely. "Eee.. look like shit lah!" say Ah Choy.

"Hmmm..smell like shit also!" say Ah Seng after taking a deep breathe.

Ah Choy then poked the thing with his one finger, raised the finger to his lips, tasted it and said, "Tastes like shit!"

Ah Seng pushed his finger right through the thing and stick out his tongue to lick. With confident, he said, "Confirm is shit!"

Then they smiled at each other, "Wah! lucky we didn't step on it."
:lol: :lol: :lol: :lol:
 
Then....
08.03.04 (1:42 am)   [edit]
Then I Cry
Then I Laugh
Then I Sad
Then I Go down

Then I Run
Then I Tired
Then I Missed Out of ur self
Then I Know That I Love U
 
...bukan padamu...
08.02.04 (11:35 pm)   [edit]
ada pernah aku berharap sepetik cinta akan singgah lagi di sini
meski hampir beku, hampir kelu gejolak hati
yang dulu pernah begitu akrab mengisi hari

bukan, bukan padamu lagi harapan itu aku sangkutkan
musim yang usai dan datang lagi sudah jadi pengakuan
tak mungkin sepercik harap kusisakan untuk buku lama yang sudah usang dimakan zaman

tapi tak kunjung ada getar gemetar di bilik hati yang hampir mati diguncang perih
tak sedetik, tak sepercik pernah singgah rasa yang dulu pernah memanjakan hari

ataukah engkau yang demikian jumawa
sehingga semua yang kupunya terbenam di luka lama?
 
"Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?"
08.02.04 (11:23 pm)   [edit]
Warrioress
You are the Figher Femme


Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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My True Nature
08.02.04 (9:53 pm)   [edit]
Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you:Beauty
In a survival situation, you:Cleverly trick your attacker
Your hidden talent is:Seeing the best in others
Your gift is:Physical beauty
In groups, you:Perfer to act as security
Your best quality is:Your compassion
Your weakness is:Your overweening arrogance
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hhmmm.......
08.02.04 (7:12 pm)   [edit]
u know what i was waiting for? Just a nite-nite words

but seems that i dont deserve it tonight ....

:cry:
 


moon phases
 

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